show me a garden that's {burstingintolife} .
i'm tired.,i'm devastated.
Monday, November 19, 2007

please juz tell me.who i am to you.
i know the truth will hurt.but it's better
than being ignorant abt facts and continue
to smile until the day they are thrown all
together to one at once.it will simply hurt
more.it results in making one break down.it
really sucks to hear lies.bt sumtimes i wished
hard dat u will lie to me.i'm not contradicting
myself.i juz dun like the way things are now.
for nights i have been crying.i doubt u will
ever noe u are the reason why.u have caused
tons of pain.i'm tired of all the pain.i'm
feeling so empty everyday.it's a fact dat u
are getting colder to me and frankly i feel
we are drifting apart.i juz cant help crying.
i really do llurve u.like i said.i cant force
u to do anything.i cant control ur brain,let
alone ur heart.
when i say i llurve yew,
trust me,cuz i really do.
when i say i misshes yew,
dun force urself to miss me back.
cuz yew dun have to.
i'm sorry if u feel i am wasting ur time and
my time.i wun force u to like me,bt i will
llurve yew.it's hard for 2 ppl frm different
world to clique well & cum along together.
and i doubt u've ever tink of dat.each time i'm
alone,u r the first i tinkk of.if u find me fan,i'm
sorry i din wan to irritate u so much.i promise.
i wun be a leech animre.perhaps juz standing aside &
watching u will make u feel happier?tell me how u feel.
i will do as u say.i dun expect u to llurve me bak.
bt boy,i llurve u.if sumday dere is one u like,tell me.
i will wish u..take gudd care.forget me not...

i'm a seedling? ;
watashiwaJOEYdes@BLOGSPOT;
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theauthor ;
'' JOEY is my BIG BIG name
'' 14.12.1993 '' currently studyinq in HYSS
'' proud to be part of S2CJKY and tuu-E-tHRii'07
'' i'm FRIENDLY (:
'' i won't bite if you don't BARK
'' 99% guaikia
'' 1% errr.rebellious?

`llurves`
-2e3'07
-S2CJKY
-HYCBand
-my bum bum girlfriends(:
-shouting
-to be llurved(:
-shopping<3
-towning
-the TELEPHONE session
-EATING though i'm fat x=
-LOLIPOPS
-JELLYBEANS
-VOLLEYBALL-ing
-sleeping
-KICKing x:
-slacking
-cam-whoring
-bonding with BESTIES :D

hates >.<
-promise breakers
-BACKSTABBERS
-LIARS
-HONGSTERS
-TIMERS
-sutkia
-tuakia
-SNAILS!
-copycats
-hartbreakers
-rumour spreaders

gossip ;



gardeners ;
CHANjiazhen
CHANkahyee
charmaineONG
CHENGyingwei
CHIAserli
CHNGjiahui
constanceSIEW
deonLIM
KAUkokyong
KHOOfooaik
kimTAI
LIMzhihui
ONGhuishan
OONcheeseng
TANboonsi
TANszejen
TAYshuhui
TEOyingyan
THNGjingwen
zannCHAN

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pgp {image}
ecstasy--/carolynn(: {codes}
deviantart {brushes}.

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firefox {browser}
blogskins {blogskins}
draac {colours}
blogger {host}
imageshack {imagehost}
w3schools {htmlhelp}
adobephotoshopcs/cs2 {program}

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